we're looking for something we really don't want to find

so my life went from epicly amazingly fatasicly perfect to horribly terribly, drasticly suckish...I don't even know how it happened it just kinda did we started talking and it just went from there. we always end up fighting and I hate it, I don't want to fight with you cuz I know what'll happen and it's not something I want. I don't want us to end up like everyone else I want us to be happy. are we happy? will we ever be happy??