yay for positive thinking!

yep I'm spamming all y'all with more positive vibes! more perfection is planned for my day not sure what it will include but it'll be perfect. and now? now I have slightly less than three hours to clean my room and get ready to go so I'll leave you to ponder what I might be doing today

just ask

ask me hoow my day went. just ask me. *random voice from reader* "how did your day go?" my day was fucking perfect!

the power of positive thinking?

today will be a good day. I know it will. cuz I'm thinking positive so HA! take that bitch! you can't think positive cuz you're all negitive and junk! but anyway...today is gonna be a great day...

sometimes all you can do is wait

it seems like all I've been doing recently is waiting, waiting for him to call, waiting to go into town, waiting in line to buy crickets for Zombie (epicly awesome spider thingy), waiting for him to be online, waiting for the swelling in my foot to go down, but really I have nothing better to do so I might as well wait for something amazing to happen

noodles

I've kinda been obsessing over this song so Ima tell you about it ^_^ Almost by bowling for soup. I'm not sure why I like it so much maybe it's just cuz it's bowling for soup but I don't think so. it's kinda about things he could've done but didn't. anyway, it's a good song, go listen to it cuz it's epic. in other news I've been having some pretty crazy dreams, like sleeping with your best friend crazy, not like masive orgy crazy...so thats all I got to talk about so you can go ponder something extreme like death or world hunger...or go eat some noodles...either one is good with me ^_^

life sucks sometimes

I have not had a very good day week. it all started when my friend decided to be an ass and piss off my boyfriend, then my boyfriend blamed me, there was this huge argument about it, everyone hated everyone, we kinda fixed it, I was called a whore, lives were threatend, and promises broken, and all this happened in just a few days. life really does suck. but on a happier note, I started writing again

grilled cheese and pointless conversations

today I was talking to my friend (not the evil one) and she pointed out that this will be the first time in five years that I'm not single on christmas and she asked if I would miss being able to kiss anyone I wanted under the mistletoe. I told that I can still kiss whoever I want because he's the only one I want to be kissing. sadly he's not here for me to kiss and I really wish he was. we've been fighting and I really just want to be with him right now

I have horrible friends -_-

one of my best friends was talking to my boyfriend and it didn't go well...for anyone everyone got hurt and friendships were broken, thrown in the dirt, and stomped on. and then they were picked up, washed off, and put back together, but they're still missing a few peices, mostly trust.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I love christmas the only part I don't like is that we have to be nice to the people we hate that kinda sucks but I don't hate very many people so it's ok I'm listening to I won't be home for christmas by Blink 182 and wishing it was true I want to be anywhere but here I hate my family I really do but I'm happy cuz I got syrup for christmas from my friend...cuz ya know I'm waffle

amazing day ^_^

today was insanly kickass we went to the cafe thingy after school and some old fat guy with a white beard (santa) paid for it...AND WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO THANK HIM!!! I got an amazing dream catcher in an epicly sexy box ^_^ it was an awesome box

my family tells me nothing -_-

I just found out a few days ago that my brother had been in jail for a month...he's out now but still no one told me so I felt left out...in other news...nothing interesting has happened

and so it's lost

we lose our direct TV tonight at midnight it's sad...I'm not sure why cuz I never watch TV but it's sad so...yeah...I'm taking some of my friends to a cafe after school wednesday and the voice in my head went through my clothes trying to decide what I should wear...it was strange...

I am seme once more

I have recently had my semeness challanged so I had to do something just crazy enough to prove I'm seme so I did and I'm not telling you

coffee is goooooddddd

I'm hyped up on coffee as you can see and I'm writing a yaoi (Boys love for those of you who don't know (google it)) about some guys at school and they're gonna kills me when they read it and they will read it cuz I will make them do it and I just showed my brother waht yaoi is ^_^ I love killing people mentaly by the way if you're homophobic, don't look up yaoi it will kill you mentaly

I'm alive!!

yep it's true, I'm still alive I've just been grounded and junk so I died for a week

om nom nom?

I think I'm losing my mind...I haven't talked to him in almost 24 hours and it's horrible