...gr

that is all I have to say today just "gr" soo....gr

violence is always the answer

if violence isn't solving all your problems you're not using it right. so I get on my facebook today, and I find out someone hacked it and sent a message to Virus saying that I hate him and I was only using him. he knows it wasn't me, he knows I wouldn't do that. but I want to know who the fuck it was and kill them...no not kill them just make them wish they were dead.

family. can't live with them, it's illegal to kill them

I hate my family I try to explain something I get yelled at, I try to help I get yelled at, I try to lock myself in my room and  not talk to anyone I get yelled at, I try to get along with them I get yelled at. is there anything I can do not to get yelled at???

we're looking for something we really don't want to find

so my life went from epicly amazingly fatasicly perfect to horribly terribly, drasticly suckish...I don't even know how it happened it just kinda did we started talking and it just went from there. we always end up fighting and I hate it, I don't want to fight with you cuz I know what'll happen and it's not something I want. I don't want us to end up like everyone else I want us to be happy. are we happy? will we ever be happy??

I miss you

we all have issues. we might always have issues but we shouldn't let our little personal issues make big relationship issue so I'll do anything to fix this cuz it's my fault and I don't care if you say it's not, cuz it is. it's my fault I can't talk to you (or anyone else) and it's my fault for even bringing it up when I knew I couldn't tell you. I miss you, I miss us, how we used to be, we didn't have any issues before, we were happy. what changed? why did we let it change? I want us back. can we do that??

FIRE!

so nothing interesting has happened for a few days...but there's a fire about eight (8) miles from my house right now and the wind is blowing towards us...so Ima die XD but Virus said if our house burns down I can come live with him ^_^