why must life suck so much?

I am so sick of life right now. some may think I had an awesome day, and I did. that's not why I hate life, it's the price at which I got that amazing day. some friends in Boise wanted me to hang out with them today and we had it all planned out, but Virus called. I never get to hang out with him anymore so I want to be with him every chance I get. so I called my friend and told him I couldn't hang out with them today cuz I was gonna hang out with Virus. they got all pissed off at me and yelled at me for ditching them to get laid (I kinda was but that's beside the point.) then that bitch actually had the nerve to call me after virus left and ask if I wanted to hang out tomorrow. WTF??? you were just telling me I'm a whore and I should never talk to you again!!! fuck off you pathetic little child.

fuck you fate

I'm pissed off at life right now. My family hates me, Virus' family hates me and oh they might be sending him to live with his grandma! an entire country away! it's bad enough that we live 30 some miles apart I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't see him at least once a week it would be like living without air or some equally cheesy, romantic line -_- I hate cheesy romance. but I'll say it anyway XP in other news, food is amazing, food isn't like people. people piss you off, food makes it alllll better ^_^

I was once a good kid

I've been thinking a lot lately...mostly cuz that's all I could do. I've been grounded and I haven't been able to go much of anywhere. so as I was saying, I've been thinking and I've realized how much I've changed in the last year. I've gone from being a typical American teenager to something like this. I was a "good" kid, I did my homework, stayed in school. then everything changed. I was hanging out with the smokers and the drugies, I skipped school, I even ran away. I've been thinking about how I've changed and why. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing that I've changed I'm just wanting to know why it happens. maybe I'm just growing up...what do you think?