I think I'm alive...but I'm not quite sure

I might have died last night...but I don't think so. but there's still that possibility that we both froze to death last night and now we're in heaven or hell or where ever the fuck they want to send us. I slept for like 12 hours -_- it kinda sucked I can't figure out how much of this morning was real and how much was a dream. pretty sure the drowning was a dream. and the fires. and most of the blood. but I can't be sure.