fuck you all

so yesterday kinda sucked...ok it really sucked like majorly much..it sucked more than your mom (yeah I said it) Virus got a no contact so we can't see, talk to, email, or contact each other in anyway for FIVE FUCKING MONTHS!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?!?!??!? "oh they ran away to be together? let's tell them they can't have any contact or acknowledge each other's existence for five months" how the fuck do they think this is going to help at all??? all of this is so stupid I don't even know if I can live five months without him...