yay for positive thinking!

yep I'm spamming all y'all with more positive vibes! more perfection is planned for my day not sure what it will include but it'll be perfect. and now? now I have slightly less than three hours to clean my room and get ready to go so I'll leave you to ponder what I might be doing today

just ask

ask me hoow my day went. just ask me. *random voice from reader* "how did your day go?" my day was fucking perfect!

the power of positive thinking?

today will be a good day. I know it will. cuz I'm thinking positive so HA! take that bitch! you can't think positive cuz you're all negitive and junk! but anyway...today is gonna be a great day...

sometimes all you can do is wait

it seems like all I've been doing recently is waiting, waiting for him to call, waiting to go into town, waiting in line to buy crickets for Zombie (epicly awesome spider thingy), waiting for him to be online, waiting for the swelling in my foot to go down, but really I have nothing better to do so I might as well wait for something amazing to happen

noodles

I've kinda been obsessing over this song so Ima tell you about it ^_^ Almost by bowling for soup. I'm not sure why I like it so much maybe it's just cuz it's bowling for soup but I don't think so. it's kinda about things he could've done but didn't. anyway, it's a good song, go listen to it cuz it's epic. in other news I've been having some pretty crazy dreams, like sleeping with your best friend crazy, not like masive orgy crazy...so thats all I got to talk about so you can go ponder something extreme like death or world hunger...or go eat some noodles...either one is good with me ^_^

life sucks sometimes

I have not had a very good day week. it all started when my friend decided to be an ass and piss off my boyfriend, then my boyfriend blamed me, there was this huge argument about it, everyone hated everyone, we kinda fixed it, I was called a whore, lives were threatend, and promises broken, and all this happened in just a few days. life really does suck. but on a happier note, I started writing again

grilled cheese and pointless conversations

today I was talking to my friend (not the evil one) and she pointed out that this will be the first time in five years that I'm not single on christmas and she asked if I would miss being able to kiss anyone I wanted under the mistletoe. I told that I can still kiss whoever I want because he's the only one I want to be kissing. sadly he's not here for me to kiss and I really wish he was. we've been fighting and I really just want to be with him right now

I have horrible friends -_-

one of my best friends was talking to my boyfriend and it didn't go well...for anyone everyone got hurt and friendships were broken, thrown in the dirt, and stomped on. and then they were picked up, washed off, and put back together, but they're still missing a few peices, mostly trust.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I love christmas the only part I don't like is that we have to be nice to the people we hate that kinda sucks but I don't hate very many people so it's ok I'm listening to I won't be home for christmas by Blink 182 and wishing it was true I want to be anywhere but here I hate my family I really do but I'm happy cuz I got syrup for christmas from my friend...cuz ya know I'm waffle

amazing day ^_^

today was insanly kickass we went to the cafe thingy after school and some old fat guy with a white beard (santa) paid for it...AND WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO THANK HIM!!! I got an amazing dream catcher in an epicly sexy box ^_^ it was an awesome box

my family tells me nothing -_-

I just found out a few days ago that my brother had been in jail for a month...he's out now but still no one told me so I felt left out...in other news...nothing interesting has happened

and so it's lost

we lose our direct TV tonight at midnight it's sad...I'm not sure why cuz I never watch TV but it's sad so...yeah...I'm taking some of my friends to a cafe after school wednesday and the voice in my head went through my clothes trying to decide what I should wear...it was strange...

I am seme once more

I have recently had my semeness challanged so I had to do something just crazy enough to prove I'm seme so I did and I'm not telling you

coffee is goooooddddd

I'm hyped up on coffee as you can see and I'm writing a yaoi (Boys love for those of you who don't know (google it)) about some guys at school and they're gonna kills me when they read it and they will read it cuz I will make them do it and I just showed my brother waht yaoi is ^_^ I love killing people mentaly by the way if you're homophobic, don't look up yaoi it will kill you mentaly

I'm alive!!

yep it's true, I'm still alive I've just been grounded and junk so I died for a week

om nom nom?

I think I'm losing my mind...I haven't talked to him in almost 24 hours and it's horrible

cold

it's cold outside...very very very cold. and His hands are really cold too like ice cubes but thats ok it's a good cold

pretty flower

I crocheted a red flower today it's pretty it's got a yellow center and a green leaf it shall go on a hat when I finish the hat in other news I I'm really tired

pain. it hurts

I hate holidays I always get hurt this year I cut myself twice and I burnt myself then I smashed my finger not sure how but I did and today I have nothing to do...wanting to steal a car right now and go kidnapp someone

sleep is needed for most human life

I haven't slept in days I'm falling asleep typing this soooo.....I'm gonna go take a nap or something

hmmm...

I've discovered that what we want and what we need might not be the smae thing I know this is what I want but maybe not what I need right now maybe this isn't what we need right now maybe it's not what anyone needs it might be what we wan but as I said before need and want are not the same thing

I dream no longer

I've stopped having dreams now only the nightmares remain and I'm glad it's just nightmares I can deal with them

Grrr

I'm about to kill my entire family with a bendy straw I hate them

icky

I've been sick now for like two days that's the longest I've ever been sick in my entire life and it sucks if I'm not feeling better by Monday I'm going to school anyway and make everyone sick...FEEL MY WRAITH HUMANS OF {INSERT SCHOOL NAME HERE}!!!!!!!!!

pain

the dreams are driving me insane and my shoulder hurts...a lot

I. Got. MONEY!!!!

I got paid today. so I now have money. Serendipitous! today I shall use words no one knows the meaning of. did you all make a wish last night? did it come true yet? I got my wish

I'm not from London!!

some of my friends have started singing Werewolves of London whenever they see me so I would just like to point out that I may be a wolf but I am not from London so the song doesn't really work thank you for your time

lack of sleep makes one tired

I haven't slept in forever it sucks but I can't sleep the dreams will drive me crazy

Amazing

I'm listening to an amazing song and I was talking to an amazing, sexy, perfect, guy about five minues ago so now I'll go play on facebook some more and then go to bed or maybe kill my family. who knows?

need...sleep

I haven't slept in like a week stupid dream...and thats all I have to say right now...

....I got nothin'

I'm tired so you get no title today nothing has happened that is worthy of talking about but I've started having issues with some pretty crazy dreams, not nightmares I can deal with those, but these are just...maddening so the dream issues have turned in to issues with a really close friend and it's bugging me cuz this kid is one of my best friends and now I have issues!! I'm going to go to bed now goodnight

CANDY!!!!

I got ungodly amounts of candy today and it's amazing I'm so fucking hyper right now!!! I love candy!!! I love sugar!!! I want some real food now...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

yep it's the one time of year I'm normal!! isn't that amazing? how many of you went out trick or treating tonight? I didn't I stayed home and watched horror movies it sucked no candy for me :(

not grounded!!

YAY!! I'm not grounded anymore!!! sooo...filling in missing days...I have no idea what happened while I was grounded up till thursday...so thursday, went home with m sexy dude, watched Hostel (awesome movie), went to the play, came home went to sleep. friday, went home with him again, watched part of a Saw movie (no idea which one), went to the play again, went home, ate food and went to sleep. saturday, did nothing, talked to him on facebook, went to sleep. today, made cheese cake, did nothing, posting here. tada! thats what you've missed in my life! come back next time for your daily dose of insanity!

grounded

I'm grounded the cops caught me smoking with some friends we didn't get in any trouble with the "LAW" but I'm grounded it sucks

waiting

only one more day until I get to see him again, waiting very importantly. nothing much has been going on I've been crocheting hats and junk I was going to make a pie today but I never did oh well I'll do it next week

Perfect

Last night we went to the mall and hung out there then we went to eat food it was amazing the only thing that could have made my night better was if I never had to go home

nothing exciting

today was normal...or as normal as it can get with people like me around I hung out at school, got mango juice at lunch, went back to school, no fights, no yelling, no crying, just normal shit...today was boring, but tomarrow is the last day of school for the week yep four day weekend YAY!

life sucks, doesn't it?

if I ever have kids I don't want them to grow up like I did I grew up in a place where if I didn't defend myself I was dead so I learned to lie, cheat, and steal early on in life I don't want my kid to live like that I want them to be happy and choose how they want to live and if I have a girl her name shall be Stacy cuz Stacy's mom has got it goin' on XD

awesome

I had an amazing day we went out on a boat it would have been really romantic if it wasn't for his family and the fact that the boat was sinking...so we left the boat and drove around town then we went to wingers for dinner I've decided all I want for my birthday is a bite mark and a trip to wingers that food is amazing then they took me home and I showed them the animals (pigs and shit) and talked to the grandparents I'm going to kill my brother he asumed that we were having sex cuz we were alone in my room for two minutes...really?

hatin' on English class

writing a thingy for english class about Julius Caesar it sucks I hate the play I really do but I made a new email so I can now email him XD

GAH!!!

my email isn't working!! why does technology hate me so much??? I was having an important conversation!! GAH! this sucks!

stupid math class

I had to do some junk in math class after school today so we couldn't hang out as much as I wanted to sad face but we hung out before school and his hands are really cold but thats ok :) I have a pinup girl on my arm XD she's sexy

SORRY!

sorry I haven't posted in eons I'm grounded yes that is current I'm not supposed to be typing this right now XD  I should finish cleaning my room so I can get on without getting yelled at so I'll go do that now BYE!!

Je t'aime plus que vous ne le saura jamais

I could...

I could say we were good kids and went to the game and the dance and didn't do anything stupid but that would be a lie and I'm not a lier so you get the truth! we had fun and it was perfect that's all the details you get

homecoming!

going to homecoming with my sexy dude amazing I know I get to take his shirt tonight it shall be perfect more details in de morning

YES!!

YAY!! my blog thingy hasn't been working right and now it is! I can post! so what have I missed? the weekend? yes I missed that went to the air show with my sexy dude, we kissed, watched an epicly kick ass movie, and I got a new spider overall it was a good weekend then we go to the week! Monday was normal or at least as normal as it can get, Tuesday was still kinda normal, Wednesday we spent almost an hour kissing under a tree waiting for the buses and I tried to steal his shirt almost succeeded! he's got a smexy tummy XD and today we kissed in my art class XD I think thats everything so with that said I'll leave you to stalk someone else's blog thingy for a while

DOOMED!!!

yep thats right I'm doomed again I'm going to homecoming and I can't even dance GAH!!! but my friend said she could try and teach me so I might not be doomed enough to die like I was a few days ago so thats a good thing I should be cleaning my room so I can go to homecoming next week but I'm lazy and I want to be on facebook and talk to like minded people...thats not a very good excuse nobody is on in other news I don't have any sharpie on my arms today

less complications! YAY!!

I broke up with my girlfriends today...well kinda we kinda just agreed it wasn't working and went back to being friends but OMG!! he asked me to go to homecoming with him and I tortured him all day by not answering him then I said yes (of course) in other news it's really hard to write with this ring on and waiting once again for him to get his lazy ass on facebook and my brother is pissing me off with that fucking laser pointer!

sexy ring part two!

Remember that sexy ring I was talking about before? the one belonging to the sexy guy? well yeah it now belongs to a sexy girl, me I love it I will cherish it forevers even if it is too big for me in other news he's really pissing me of with that sexy ass British accent and he's trying to read my poetry book the words in this book are not for the eyes of others these are full of real emotion and my inner most thoughts and since he's been the only thing on my mind for the last week almost all of them are about him in one way or another anyway I'm currently obsessed with the song firefly by Breaking Benjamin it's fucking epic if you've never heard it go look it up right now that's an order well that's all I have to talk about today so I'll leave you to ponder why exactly we even exist if all we do in the end is die

I've lost it

ever think I'm the one who lost my light? maybe I'm trapped in the dark calling out for help while you're standing there watching me die slowly from all the games we play maybe but then again maybe not...in other news I've posted a lot today but a lot has happened

...or maybe not

ok so things getting better we've talked (kinda sorta) and worked it out and we're now friends again I don't even think we stopped being friends but things are looking good now if only I could kill some people then we could all be happy

my life is over

over. it is over for the rest of my life my life is over he knows he knew alll along (mostly) and it was killing me worring about him finding out and he already knew!!! I hate him I will kill him until he dies from it

FUCK YES!!!

HE LIKES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been fun

my day was fun I hung out with my sexy dude, blushed so much I'm pretty sure my face will be stained red for the rest of my life, and translated runes have I ever said he has a really nice smile? well he does, he just continues adding to the sexy

today was...good

I don't think I've talked about a good day yet well today was good and now I'm talking to the most amazing sexy guy on they face of the earth haha it's true no matter what others (Kimmie) say

today I do nothing...

I've got nothing to do today until 4:30 when I go into town to see a play with my peeps

this sucks...

I didn't get around to typing anything today I was on facebook...the funeral sucked, the food sucked, the heat sucked, everything sucked, and I didn't get to hang out with my friends

type, type, type, today I shall type

since I'm not going to school today I'm going to type all my stories, poem, and everything else so I can save them to the computer it will be a long day....

sexy ring

this really hot guy I know (the one I gave the spider to) got this really sexy ring!!!!! it is soooo hot!!!!

'sup me peeps??

hey!!! it's you! I'm eating froot loops and thinking about making cookies today is going to suck....a lot